Friday, January 18, 2013

Dear Diary - 18th Jan 2013


I’m getting disillusioned with work and I continually wonder if I will ever enjoy or be able to cope with working for an employer for long without self-combusting.

In my current job which I have only been in for about 6 weeks, my colleagues annoy the shit out of me already for the most inconsequential reasons. And I know I am the problem. Will I ever care for work enough to want to do a brilliant job? Is it a phase most people go through? Will I finally make the 110% push towards operating my own business and not just as a side hustle?

Unfortunately, owning an HR consultancy just doesn’t thrill me. I actually wish I could live a life of leisure, look after my (future) kids, do the school run, supervise the housekeeping, have lunch with friends, cook fancy recipes for the family etc and still have money in the bank! And on the side I’d like to sell sex-toys! Yes I really do!

I’m just very tired with my life as it is now, I can’t keep myself from nodding off when I think about the current state of it.

Let’s see what 2013 holds

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