Me Without You

• I remember my first day without you, I will never be the same.
• Life stood still on that day and I found it shocking and puzzling that the world around me carried on like normal
• My life is now sectioned into before and after that day.
• I am constantly aware of your absence
• A thousand moments I took for granted because I assumed there would be more
• And what really gets to me, almost kills me are the memories and moments I am creating each day with our daughter without you.
• I miss you. I miss your smile, your voice, your bear hugs, your smell, your jokes, how you made me feel. I miss your everything. I miss the future I was supposed to have with you and I hate my now.
• I just want to hug you so much right now; I have so much left to say to you
• The waves keep coming but I am learning to surf